Broken Sidewalks.

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 23:04:38 GMT

New user name....

_year3000_

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Thu, 09 Dec 2004 02:23:09 GMT

This weekend was alot of fun.

Winterfest was a blast...to an extent.

Saturday I went with my aunts and cousin to a fair. Kinda cheap but fun to hang out with my family. Then I babysat, made $30 which I blew rather quickly.

Then Sunday me and Celste went to Barnes and Noble! I got her the Busted cd and a figuren of clay with two little girls on it and it says,"If friends where flowers, Id pick you!" And I got our names put on it. Man I had alot of fun.

Me and Celste also found out we're going to see Busted when they come down. And we need to find a way backstage. Haha. We'll find a way.

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Mon, 29 Nov 2004 21:28:47 GMT

Today went kinda of like in a blur.

I never thought of what period I had next, just the class. It was easier to think that way, didnt make today that stressful.

Me and Rachel are gunna see if we can help with Winterfest up at Tamarac Elemantary. Fun fun fun!!

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Sat, 27 Nov 2004 01:56:33 GMT

Good day. Stayed in bed till about 11. Watched some tv. Went online.

Then I went and hung out with Brittany and Sam at Sams. Oh boy. Lots of fun!

Thnk you Sam for my beatiful layout! Love you huggabear!

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Fri, 26 Nov 2004 18:46:12 GMT

Sam did this Layout.

If you dont have a desktop size of 1024x768, than you suck at life and it will not look right to you. Deal with it, fuckers.

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Wed, 24 Nov 2004 00:14:22 GMT

I fell yesterday in my dining room.

My socks slipped on the floor and I landed on my ass.

I think its bruised and it hurts. But hey, what can you do?

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Tue, 23 Nov 2004 00:02:03 GMT

It felt like today would never end.

I almost passed out in Algebra, I was so tierd. It was like in the movies, and your head is resting on your hand and your elbow all of a sudden slips. My jackets elbow slipped on the desk and I was like shocked back into the real world.

No 5 tomorrow, kinda sucks. Hate the class but dont hate the switching time in between. : D

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Sun, 21 Nov 2004 01:51:58 GMT

Last night was sooooo much fun!

We sat on a couch near the cran-machine for 2 hours talking about 8th grade. And then we were saying how Jim and Ryan kept bringing out chairs and tables and bins. Rock the Fort!

That fucking Asian kid was so scary."Hey can I sit between you two?". oh man, "Im a lasbian, we had dildos! we had strap-ons!.....and I liked it!" hahahaha. That was great. And Alagreen with his nasty sweaty head.

Oh wait, then I fell "gracfully". How? I dont know. I cought myself half way and then........plop. My foots all sratched up and schtuff.

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Fri, 19 Nov 2004 01:03:17 GMT

Wow.

I couldnt help but look at Bonnies journal. I was looking for Austons, and just decided to check hers out. It kind of sucked to see her describe her life in such an amazing way, Like she has everything going for her. Kinda made me jealous. I mean, shes going out and as all these amazing times and shit, and then Im here. Yeah I know sometimes I'd rather stay in then go out with my friends, but I mean....Its hard to explain.

I just wish for once something would be on my side. Like something could happen to me. Something good. Not like a good grade or something like that, somehting Amazing. Maybe Im just complaing to much. But I feel like some things are missing. Some of my friends even wish I could have some happiness in my life. I dont know. I dont know what I want anymore, its not like I can get it. Im better off living with what I have. But whats the point if your not going to be happy about it?

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Mon, 15 Nov 2004 04:17:49 GMT

Bold what is True
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!".
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own..
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls..
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on "Blossom." (and "How rude!" comes from Stephanie on "Full House").
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer (three words: M.C. Hammer PANTS).
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock.."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars..
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons..
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head..
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail Day in computer class at school.
16. You played the game "MASH." (Mansion Appartment Shack House).
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it..
18. L.A. Gear.
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten.
20. You remember reading Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF.".
22. You wanted to be a Goonie. Truffle Shuffle! Boodie Trap! .
23. You even wore flourescent clothing..
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off..
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf..(but shes not!)
26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school..
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets..
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence.

29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets..
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals.. (two words....sweaty feet!)
34. After you saw "Pee-Wee's Big Adventure" you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates..
37. You even got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
38. You have even played with a Skip-It..
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's..
40. You've gone through this list occasionally saying "awesome.".
41. You remember Popples. .
42. "Don't worry, be happy." .
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down..
45. "Miss Mary MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK, with silver BUTTONS, BUTTONS, BUTTONS all down her BACK, BACK, BACK!".
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players..
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies..
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!".
49. You remember watching "Rainbow Brite" and "My Little Ponies." .
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac..
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool..

53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell.".
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi.
55. You played and or collected "Pogs."
56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger..

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 03:57:59 GMT

Mine and Sammi's usuall conversation for the night.

backpack L0VE: HisDeadDuet: omg.. paul is so hot
backpack L0VE: hahahaha i should SOOOO introduce you to sammi
backpack L0VE: she loves him SOOOOOO much
SamDivine4: no no no! im the only one that thinks paul is hot *cries*
backpack L0VE: hahahha awwww
backpack L0VE: well, thats tommy...hes gay
SamDivine4: are u fucking serious!?
backpack L0VE: yes
SamDivine4: oh well then i'll share!
backpack L0VE: we were talking about marcus, jims and ajs ass before
SamDivine4: sweet
SamDivine4: dude!
SamDivine4: did i tell you about my dream!?
backpack L0VE: yeah, he said hed bang aj
backpack L0VE: no
backpack L0VE: at leats i think not
SamDivine4: oh god is was great!
SamDivine4: LOL
SamDivine4: i had a dream that paul had this sweater and everytime he wore it i like 'wanted' him. so like he'd wear it all the time and i'd rape him. and he was telling benji that it was his 'sex sweater'
SamDivine4: it was great
backpack L0VE: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
backpack L0VE: i burst out laughing
SamDivine4: lol
backpack L0VE: and let me guess, i was right next to benji?*huge smile
backpack L0VE: *
SamDivine4: lol sure!
SamDivine4: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v252/samdivine4/stuff.jpg
SamDivine4: sex sweater!
backpack L0VE: THATS THE CRASHING EPISODE!!!!
SamDivine4: lol
SamDivine4: with the girl and the car?
backpack L0VE: YES!!
SamDivine4: LMAO
backpack L0VE: thats thier room with the posters the twins ruined!!
SamDivine4: lol nice
backpack L0VE: they had a permanent marker, and benji was putting the tears on all of them, they looked like amacrombie models, and then on one they put a bra on one, it was sooo funny
SamDivine4: lol
backpack L0VE: i wouldnt let anyone have my room, id be like, bitch please
SamDivine4: if they would have fucked my room up i would have beat their ass
backpack L0VE: i know!
SamDivine4: i'd be like 'um thats fucking i love lucy bitch no one ruins i love lucy
backpack L0VE: id go in there to change and like run out and be like,*in one breath*"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES FUCKING DO!?"
backpack L0VE: hahahahahahha
SamDivine4: whatd the girl say about her room
backpack L0VE: they didnt show her reaction
SamDivine4: i would have cried
backpack L0VE: i wouldve gone on the tour bus and like distroyed everything, then came off and went,"fuck with my shit, i fuck with yours." and calmly walk away
SamDivine4: LOL
SamDivine4: i'd help you fuck their shit up
SamDivine4: i cant believe the twins did that
backpack L0VE: hahahahah
backpack L0VE: steal a few pairs of boxers.......hint hint
SamDivine4: lol pauls...
backpack L0VE: hahahahha
backpack L0VE: see if they have rubber duckie boxers couhg cough
SamDivine4: fuck that i'd just steal pau
backpack L0VE: hahahahahaa
SamDivine4: be like 'oh yeah mother fucker i got ur bassist! what are you going to do now!?"
SamDivine4: beotch!
backpack L0VE: hahaha billy can do bass
SamDivine4: *breathes* im good now
SamDivine4: yeah but then they dont have the second guitarist
backpack L0VE: id steal benji and be like,"now your fucked! we got cha bassest AND your guitarest!"
SamDivine4: LMAO
SamDivine4: no benji fucks shit up!
SamDivine4: get billy
SamDivine4: lol
SamDivine4: and chris
backpack L0VE: get billy
SamDivine4: be like ha! we got your drummer too!
backpack L0VE: leave the twins and benji
SamDivine4: bitches!
backpack L0VE: chris*
backpack L0VE: AHH!!
SamDivine4: we cant leave chris!
SamDivine4: they might work him like a slave and make him play all teh instruements
SamDivine4: lol
backpack L0VE: then yell form our tree house,"YOUR FUCKED NOW BITCHS!!"*pulls latter up*
backpack L0VE: hahaha
SamDivine4: LMAO
SamDivine4: but dude joel played guitar at the concert
backpack L0VE: but they still fucked with a basstest and drummer
SamDivine4: yeah!
SamDivine4: muhahahah!
backpack L0VE: hahaha and we'd be singing a camo fire song in the tree house
SamDivine4: lol we have a tree house
SamDivine4: muhahaha i love it!
SamDivine4: we should do this
backpack L0VE: hahaha what else would we have?
SamDivine4: we should at least steal paul..
SamDivine4: and his sex sweater
backpack L0VE: lol lol, and chris
SamDivine4: *drools*
backpack L0VE: cuase then they have no drummer
SamDivine4: yeah
SamDivine4: and billy cuz he's pretty
backpack L0VE: lol oh yes
backpack L0VE: then just video tape them trying to make it through it mote full of gold fishies and then climb up the tree that we sanded to perfection
backpack L0VE: muahahahahaa
backpack L0VE: oh and the attack dogs
backpack L0VE: BITACH!!
backpack L0VE: biatch*
SamDivine4: yeah and the attack dogs are ankle bitters!
backpack L0VE: maybe next time i should spell it right
backpack L0VE: YEAH!
SamDivine4: lol yeah
backpack L0VE: little ankle nitting chi-wa-wa's
backpack L0VE: cause i cant spell that
backpack L0VE: and they DONT speak maxican biatch!
SamDivine4: chi-wa-wa's LMAO
backpack L0VE: stop making fun of me!!
backpack L0VE: i'll kick your happy ass outta the tree house......test me

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 22:55:56 GMT

Today was today.

Me and my mom cleaned the house. And my room is just about spotless.

Im talking to Sabrina right now, I feel like cyring. About maybe 8 minutes ago I found out some shitty news.

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p.s.I might rip up THE letter.

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 17:25:41 GMT

Home again, Home again jigg-a-dee-jig.

Alright, considering that my trip was in three basic parts(Hershey Park, The Wedding, New York). Im going to do it in legs.

1st Leg.(Hershey Park)
Got to New York on Saturday and met up with our family up there. We took a 3 hour drive to the hotel. Sunday for Halloween we went to Hershey Park. No I didnt go on anything, I hate rollercoasters and thats all that was there. Me and my cousin Jenny were laughing about sudusing a booth boy into giving her a Sonic the Hedgehog stuffed animal.

2nd Leg.(The Wedding)
We got to the hotel on Monday and about 20 minutes later my dad was making plans with Heather and Kyle. We went out to dinner and hung out a little bit.Then soon enough it was the rehersal dinner for the wedding. My aunt fuckin showed up drunk. And our cousin was all over Richie. But she has something wrong with her.And the flower girl was thee most beautiful little girl I'd ever seen! Her name was Brookie and I sware, when I have a baby, she'd better look like her.
Then the next day was the wedding, all Kyles friends wanted my mom to drink but we dont let her drink or carry a gun. Long Story. Then it was the night before we left and Jeanine and Scott and Nathan were at heathers house with us. And like 4 or 5 deer came out the backyard,mind you they live in the mountains,and the guys went down to try and shoot one. Scott would gut it and skin it and then Kyle would put it in the smoke house to make beef jerkey.But somehting spooked them and they ran. So Jeanine, Scott and Nathan all left and then at around 11 3 deer show up. No one wanted to shoot it cause they couldnt keep it anywhere. So Kyle gets out his paintball gun...and misses. So hes basically just shooting the rest out of the gun.

3rd Leg(New York)
Get there on the following Monday and hang out in Island Park. My parents took me around to all their old houses and school and friends houses and stuff. It was really cool. We saw my dads old house, my moms haunted house, and then my old house. Its on Xaiver PLace. And I was actually standing on Ocean Aveanue. Then we went down Cherry Street. It was so cool! SO I vowed to steal all 3 of those signs before I die.

Pictures later.
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Thu, 04 Nov 2004 01:28:19 GMT

Im still alive...I havent been eaten by a bear ...yet.

Im at my cousins house watching my little cousin go into his room. Hes got a bed so small a midget couls sleep in it. Hes sooo cute.

My head hurts at the moment, and I miss all my friends.

I'll update when I can.
</3 p.s. Its like 36 degrees out and Im friggin like sweating inside this house!

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 22:56:41 GMT

So its about 10 hours before I leave. Im finished packing, and I have the never ending cough.

I feel sick.

I had to get my blood drawn today. She took like 5 or 6 viles of it. It was pretty cool how it just shot out of me and into the tube.

When I went into school late, there was clown outside taking pictures. My dad said I should've pulled a Matt from Grind and shoved him over something. But hey, I was to scared.

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Wed, 27 Oct 2004 23:31:11 GMT

Well, I've got about 3 days till I leave. I haven't started packing yet, and I really don't wanna go to this wedding.

I bought a damn ski jacket I doubt I'll even use.

Celeste called Richie today at work, he got pretty pissed. Then she imed him and he got pissed and just said to leave him alone so she called him an asshole.

AH, drama, drama, drama. Well. nothing mucho elseo.

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Sun, 24 Oct 2004 19:27:32 GMT

I went out shopping today with my mom and Aunt Susie.

I needed a coat for Pennsylvania, so I got a white ski jacket.

I got some other useless crap I didnt need but wanted. XD

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Oh yeah, Happy Birthday Jesse : )

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 22:26:37 GMT

OKay, got back from the doctor....he told me stuff I hear on a daily bassis.

Im fat, I need to loose weight.

My grades blow.

And Ive shrunk a half an inch.

Oh boy....my weekends totally fucked, I need a way to fix it.

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 22:24:02 GMT

Bleh. Long Day.

Slept in 1st period and 6th period. Raised my Science grade from an F to a C.

Robbie loves me for my bobo Amber Red t-shirt.

Getting glasses. Robbie knows I like AJ.

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Sat, 16 Oct 2004 23:23:21 GMT

Its funny how one minute people are your friends...and then the next they're stabbing you in the back.

I love this world. I cant wait to move. Its gunna do this whole fucking house a lot of good.

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 16:07:34 GMT

Ahh...last night was the best night Ive had in such a long time.

I met the lead singer and drummer of Drifter, got those little plastic things that said the band name. Got 2 drums sticks, got a picture with the lead singer AND a free copy of thier cd.

Than I got a picture with AJ and talked to him. I sware to go dmy heart was like on full speed the whole time he touched me. He sooo cool. Chris, the lead singer of Drifter, gave me the Amber Red drumstick and I gave him a hug and kissed him on the cheek...although it was really nasty and sweaty. Oh well.

I had such a good time I sware!

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 01:41:25 GMT

I love my new layout! Devins friend Ashley made it for me, and I resized it and Devin made it pretty.

Leaving for Orlando tomorrow, goota go to schoool. Oh Boy!

Amber Reds playing at PIS the 4th, gunna go. Gotta support!

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Wed, 06 Oct 2004 23:40:52 GMT

My aunt called house like 20 minutes ago, She went,"hello this is the record company, we're looking for Jessica Yasitis, we were wondering wether or not you have gottan your cds?" I dunno, she was asking which one i wanted and whats the difference. I think shes gunna buy them for me. I dont want her to, shes gotten me to much, shes to good to me.

My parents are 99.9% sure that my house will be put up for sale after the holidays. When we go up this weekenn to Orlando we're gunna look in Celebration and these old Victorian style homes. I dont wanna move, I wish I didnt have to.

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Fri, 01 Oct 2004 01:17:08 GMT

Oh man, my mom just told me the biggest lie. She said that the two things wee need to sell most is the boat in the backyard....and my drum set! I said no ones selling my kit. And she says I dont even use it. But how am I supossed to use it if I dont have lessons? Not to mention not the pactience to sit there and self-teach myself.? So i said Im paying for lessons when I get a job at 16. And then...here comes the lie..she says,"well its your drum set...I wouldnt touch it." Yeah right! What bull-shit, She'd sell my kit if she wanted to.

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Thu, 23 Sep 2004 22:53:26 GMT

Today sycked, I wish it never happened.

Im done with anything related to love. Im through with John, I have better things to do with my time then chase something thats not mine. I have class work I need to concentrate on. I need to raise my grades.

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